fustrations!!!

tmr is my official 3rd month into the new job... what i have gotten out of these 3 months is nothing but fustrations!

* fustrated at myself for not having much to do at work... i know... many of you would love to have a day or two like that... but trust me, when it happens like 4 out of 5 days, you will be bored to tears and start to doubt yourself... i feel worthless... and it is a terrible feeling... so different as compared to last time, when i am always in control...

* fustrated at how bosses make decisions... strange decisions... in 3 months... there were change in restaurant concepts, there were price changes (not once, but twice), there were change in business directions, and many many more... it is not 3 years but 3 months... didn't they think it through before they start the business... (apparently... no proper market research was done, just their own survey of their community to decide to dump in the money to invest!)

* fustrated that i no longer have the drive and passion to fight for what i believe... it doesn't work here... tried in the first month, then i realised i am fighting a losing battle... its so not me... now i am like a doormat... easily stepped on...

oh well... most of my readers alr know my fustrations at work... just that today wasn't such a good day... not agreeing with a lot of stuff my bosses wanted... now, it is just a job... just get it done.

let's hope there are things to cheer me up like tonight's Champion League's game (Liverpool must win), my sisters' birthdays (1 tmr and the other on sunday - happy birthday gals!) , my sister's interview (good luck!), SC's wedding on saturday. see, there are happy thoughts!