missing my dear friend

when i was on the bus to Johor, CD turned to me and said "this trip seems so different from the previous trips. you used to yak non-stop with your dear friend the moment you step on the bus!"

looking around me, the mood is definitely different... i was sitting alone, with my luggage next to me... across the walkway sat CD and MT. i had no intention to walk to any of my team mates seats, i had no urge to go talk to any of them... CD's words of wisdom hit the right spot... it totally spells out my mood or whatever you call it... i sms my dear friend immediately... i really miss having her around... i think i can become a loner from now on... it seems like i rather have no one sat next to me then to force myself to chat...

oh well... it is at trips like these that i start to remember to good times our team used to have... something cast in my heart and mind, something i cherish and will not be replace...

P.S: boss, if you are reading it, it is not meant to scare you of anything... just having deep thoughts!