displeasure

today marks the first time i got frustrated with my staff and think they were scared... actually, compared to the type of outburst i used to show to suppliers, agencies and some ex-colleagues, this is way way way too mild...

guess i was already bogged down with a lot of things to be rushed out in the morning... so every little thing could trigger my irritation. imagine giving an instruction, then the moment she turned around, she did the total opposite! i didn't raised my voice or anything, but just said in an irritated tone "didn't i tell you otherwise"... all went silent... i continued to work on my laptop as i was rushing an document for urgent approval, but i could tell there was tension...

was in meetings the whole afternoon, and everytime i stepped out, i was greeted with 1 bad news after another... all mistakes that lead to misprints... sigh... alr have small budget, still must bear with unnecessary costs. guess my displeasure really showed on my face! received an apology sms from my staff after she left. can't imagine if i really flare up...